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Fox Eye by calley14
Fox Eye
This is an older sketch I had done of a fox eye that I came up with in my imagination. Mind you, I started out with nothing in mind then came up with this beauty. I used a red and black ink pen, and for the iris I used colored pencils, yes plural. I used about 2-3 different colored pencils.
I left to Protect them.
But did it cause more harm than good?
I left because I thought if I did,
it would salvage the rest of what was.
I was wrong.
Wrong on so many counts,
Wrong about so many things.
I let the fear and anger rule.
I left with out explanations and reasoning.
I left it all without a good excuse.
I left even after looking over my shoulder,
seeing the hurt.
The anguish.
The raw emotional pain plaster the face of a loved one.
I left with tears un-shed.
No hug given.
Air filled with hatred and pain.
I left.
I left and didn't go back.
I left with pain and sorrow filling a void.
The void I created and sowed.
I left to save myself and leave them in tact.
I left with things started and not finished.
I left,
And now remorse and longing follow me.
Make me lie awake and think of what if's.
Make me think if it was worth it.
Make me wish for one more chance.
The breath of death rolls down my back.
It's getting colder and colder as I just sit and wait.
The icy fingers of her hand scrapes down my spine in a seductive and taunting way.
She knows I'm near my limit yet she also knows it's not my time.
She just waits and watches; while I ponder and stew.
She laughs cruelly at all the throws and punches aimed my way.
Knowing that each one slowly and surely dents my armor of faith and security.
My nerves get jumbled and strained.
Keeping me up at night; and having me hold my breath the think straight.
The hands on my arms shake from the self restraints I use to keep from lashing out at those who deal me pain.
My chest constricts with pain from holding back the tears of broken friendships and truths told in vain.
Pain rips at my ribs as I fight to stay focused on what really matters and keep the peace at all cost.
Is this worth it? For them to be happy and me to be in a punishing, self inflicted hell?
Can I truly last more days; months; even years?
The death herself watches as she sees me writhe in self disappointment and pain.
She basks in the glory of my ever crumbling reality.
But wait; she will soon be growling in hatred and vain when he takes me away from the pain.
From the tears and heart ache.
He is my one and only; my lost love.
He is my saving grace and my glowing future.
He is my last chance at happiness.
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: The static in my head
  • Reading: the computer screen
  • Watching: The words type out on the computer screen
  • Playing: On the computer keyboard.
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: My saliva


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Hiyas!!!! I'm Chryston (Vala Annwyl)

~I am an Army wife and military child.

~My favorite place to read is nestled in the roots of an old oak that is covered in fuzzy green moss.

~I'm an animal lover and friend for life when you ask. I take friendship seriously and with an open heart and mind.

~ I'm the kind of gal that expresses herself with her own fashion sense.

~I express myself through my photography and writings to others instead of my words.

~ I'd rather be barefoot than wearing shoes.

~I tend to get overly excited about the weirdest things that most people wouldn't consider worthy of getting overly excited over....oh well that's their opinion NOT MINE. (News flash I'm NOT most people.)

~I'm originally from Texas, but I was also raised in Virginia. But move around somewhat alot.

~I enjoy watching cartoons revised from comics such as, Thundercats, TMNT (Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles), and of course Scooby-Doo. (I can't read comics because they give me migraines)


Favorite genre of music: I listen to just about EVERYTHING
Favorite style of art: Photography, Poetry, Sketching, Painting, Calligrapher, Sewing, and Using my Imagination
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Favorite cartoon character: I have too many but Scooby-Doo,
Personal Quote: Everything Happens For a Reason; Look up more often to see the things less seen.

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Ribbon-Wren Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
calley14 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
You are most welcome ^_^  :giggle:
LUCIFER-Luis Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015
Thanks :hug:
calley14 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
You are most welcome :hug: :giggle:
Scottie-Bailey Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Yay! Glad you saw the new chapter and liked it. I was a bit nervous about how it turned out.
calley14 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
I LOVED it not just liked but LOVED
LUCIFER-Luis Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014
Thank you :)
calley14 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
You are most welcome ^_^ :giggle: :hug:
LUCIFER-Luis Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014
Huggle! , how have you been dear?
calley14 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Eh, I've been okay
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